About mename: Ryan Angelus Colondage: 20 (02.08.1990) occupation: soldier email: ryan_clive276@hotmail.com Affliation: 1T30 rocker, 2T30 havoc wrecker, foxtrot officer Clan: Zambulian Speciality: pyromaniac Church: Smota |
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010new batch! fresh meat! Angelus blogged at 4:56 PM  Sunday, July 25, 2010Angelus blogged at 3:42 PM Saturday, July 24, 2010please forgive me, i cant stop loving you. bryan adams. It still feels like our first night together Feels like the first kiss and It's gettin' better baby No one can better this I'm still hold on and you're still the one The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer You still turn the fire on So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't You're the only one I'd ever want I only wanna make it good So if I love ya a little more than I should Please forgive me I know not what I do Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you Don't deny me This pain I'm going through Please forgive me If I need ya like I do Please believe me Every word I say is true Please forgive me I can't stop loving you Still feels like our best times are together Feels like the first touch We're still gettin' closer baby Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin I remember everything I remember all your moves I remember you I remember the nights ya know I still do One thing I'm sure of Is the way we make love And the one thing I depend on Is for us to stay strong With every word and every breath I'm prayin' That's why I'm sayin'... always.... Angelus blogged at 11:44 PM Wednesday, July 14, 2010if murder was legal, i would have killed by now. Angelus blogged at 12:04 PM Sunday, July 11, 2010lovely sunday morning... notice the random times where my blog suddenly springs to life and then as expected it would die for close to a year. well fuck that.. i only blog when im free and really shitz bored. either that there is something worth blogging about. i understand how it is difficult for you to understand what im thinking now. people might say its bias but i think otherwise. i am not being bias. in fact im not the only one who would give similar advices. stop talking to this bunch. at least take a hiatus from them. why? cause they, in my eyes, have humiliated you and treated you as if you are a toy that can be easily fucked arnd and then simply be discarded when it wasnt fun anymore. havent you noticed it yourself? stop being in denial.. instant replying from someone who hardly replies. when shit hit the fence, back to radio silence. over what reason??? he is busy? lets not go so far. how about the reason given for this whole thing to have happened in the first place. common understanding?? are you serious? no one has such a common understanding. if it was so common then why doesnt he just broadcast it to the rest.. why keep quiet abt it. the fact was, he knew it wasn't simply a common understanding. he was banking on you being naive enough to just be treated like this. WHICH IS EXACTLY WHY I SAY HE IS A FIRST CLASS JERK. yeah he may have been nice to you. and you felt secure and easy with him. but though that all might or might not have been a ploy from the start, it doesnt change how he is treating you now. sigh wake up and see how pissed you should be with him instead of finding a reason to make this friendship work. shouldn't it be the other way? if two of your close friends dont think he is worth or has proven it, than why are you so determined to make it this work?? you know the funny thing abt blogs are you cant say what you want hoping that the intended person reads this. but the funnier thing abt this particular rant is.. all taht is said here, i have said to you before. moving on.... now the atas people... spent a day with them and realised that it will take a lot of out of someone who is atas to fully comprehend the problems of the middle class. n thats sad, cause that makes the atas people sound like snobbish people when not all are. its just difficult. gives the wrong idea to the atas people (not you of course, if you are reading this) that if he/she could help a problem of another atas person, then he/she is generally able to help the world. but there are some... these people, power la. kk im gonna go for lunch. till another time this blog decides to speak, adios
Angelus blogged at 10:47 AM Sunday, July 4, 2010its like a metal rod stabbed in my thigh. and any wrong move makes the current flow thru the metal rod surging the shock thru my body. i hate this choice of sacrifice. but i dont wanna get hurt in the end. so should i walk while it isnt deep? who am i? 3yrs back i would have cared less of what i wanted. always sacrificing for what others needed. but now... im not too sure.
Angelus blogged at 1:06 AM |