hey people. i guess i better put up a post especially on chinese new year holiday cause i cant hide behind the reason that i am too busy too blog. so yeah here is a post dedicated to updating my status quo and a few shout outs to people that i need to acknowledge.

well the last time i remembered blogging was about my chem and econs test that i was gonna fail. well.. turns out i passed my chem test and failed the econs test. ever since then he week s been real hectic. failed my maths CA too. damn.

the week has been full of shit sometimes. winchester pre-school may be shutting down in about two months. heart just aches to think about it. but shall keep it under wraps. my studies are beginning to slip up again and i gotta fight to get it back on track. so thats what i'm gonna do later in the afternoon after lunch. i need to finish and master my maths again cause thats what i'm good at and i need to be able to handle the pressure when the time comes. not fall. and i'm gonna try and figure out chemistry organic chemistry again. that one really must die die know cause it looks like the only topic in chem i can score in.

lastly i just wanna give this post a few shout outs to a few important people in my life.

to my foster sister who thought had lost me, im always and will always be there for you. you need to fight cause only when you fight, you show you actually do care. that im actually worth the effort. stop swallowing every little thing that doesnt go your way. i promised you then like i promise you now. i will always be watching out for you and you can turn to me whenever you need. just promise me, you will never forget me.

next, to momo. my piece of advice for you is to not make a small issue seem so big. you barely got to know him, his character his passion and yet you are falling like some 5year old who stepped into a chocolate factory. cause frankly momo its a bit retarded and from a third person view, you look pretty weak. you look like the type that can easily be swayed by small things like looks. and thats where you gotta grow up. im here to always look out for you too but please don't be insanely crazy and fear something that has not happened. you haven't made friends with this dude and yet you think he will reject you. for all you know, he may be the one to reject you.

thirdly to another friend of mine whom i have been keeping in touch with lately. i know it hurts for you to find out what you did. makes you feel so stupid huh? but cmon something you need to remember in life is that things are never permanent in this life. its ever changing. so don't feel stupid for the way you feel. cause you never know whether your luck may sway your way. mine did ;).

lastly to my sweetheart, no words can express what i wanna say to you. cause the post will never end that way. but the general summary to it would be.... thank you for making me as lucky as i am now.