Saturday, January 26, 2008
some funky shit.
the week has gone by again sooo fast. i havent been blogging solely cause im so tired to even bother. but i shall do some justice to this weekend by actually spending some time posting a decent post.
its been another week one by in school. im gonna fail my chem test and econs test. maths FA i managed to pass it so that one was a done deal. so many test are coming up and yet it seems like the term is going by very fast. 5th week next week. thats halfway in to term 1 alr. and it seems like the year has just begun.
i think some people theses days are intentionally having selective hearing just to piss others off. haha. yes im talkin about you cause you have been doing it since the year began. and this week has just been annoying cause its only when its something important that you actually give a shit to respond. you choose when you want to talk and basically thats why i dont want to talk that much to you anymore.
i think im real lucky though. i have been having someone to talk to and actually gives a shit now abt whether im alive or not. yay! haha.
Angelus blogged at 11:40 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
its been a while since i last blogged. yes yahui who apparently, based on her latest tag, has become my new found sister. haha. (:
well the week has gone by pretty fast for me. been pretty tied up with a lot of back logged work n dont seem motivated to do them. well at least the later part of the week became much more frutiful when i swapped places with joe. so that now im sittin nxt to yahui n it becomes more interesting once again in class. with the occasional drawing on my hand, spastic conversation and random comments with iqbal.
OUR GP teacher is a hundred times better than the previous. The class actually seems interested in whatever he says n it seems interestin sometimes.
maths has become a torture to pay attention to cause its soo boring. whereas chem is something i have totally given up on. i really cant do it cause i dont get the basics n then moving to somethin more chim is insane.
on a different note. this is totally irrelevant to how im generally feeling but its a small nagging feeling that i cant help but express. i hate them. i hate it when they are just like everyone else. insensitive. think they are big shots just cause people notice. so fucking typical. you people should have never had the privellege cause it makes you fucking cocky. like as though world conforms to your desires. so what happens to those around you. the weak? the oppressed? the neglected? you simply dont care. to you they seem to be like peasants to you. you need a reminder my dear friends, that you were once like them. i saw where you were then n now how you are. it is disgusting. you think you are better than me? on the contrary... i think i beat you in every thing. i have been where you are, ive experienced it n ive met ppl like you. just cause i choose to care abt others doesnt make me inferior. it makes me a thousand folds superior to you.
a war is brewin. one that will spill soon if not contained. im tryin to contain it as silently as possible. no guarantees here. but regardless of casualties i will not sway to your side. cause you people simply disgust me . you are the very reason why i chose the class over being up there.
haha ok so now thats done... i remind you that its simply a small feeling that inside me. i feel happy generally. im happy with the people i am with and those i have. im happy cause you make me happy. to hell with the people who condemn my happiness. i AM happy and i will fight for it always.
thats why people think im the luckier one. cause i actually found a person that makes me happy.
Angelus blogged at 10:55 AM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
 this is a familiar picture to my blog readers. but thats how im feeling right now. HIGH ON ECSTASY! yupp thats as crazy and surreal as it has been this past week. il post abt it later. but just wanted to show how ive been feeling the past week.
Angelus blogged at 2:05 PM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
mid week!
fuck its Wednesday already. had trainin today n my legs are dying. i can barely move n still feels like puking la. well the week has gone by pretty interesting. its been an awesome time in class these past few days simply cause there hasnt been a day i did not laugh.
this is an excerpt of a convo had btwn me n iqbal in class:
Ryan: Philip Lim Jingyang is a bastard.
Iqbal: Who is he?
Ryan: Some bastard.
Iqbal: Ah i see.
n the conversation just dies here. after springin up randomly out of no where. n this conversation just seem to be damn funny cause it happened abt three times alr in class.
other random jokes involved joe's dick, random throwin of stuff into rachels bag, singing animals n skippin lectures. haha. yeah n it does no damage to add the fact that you are in class also. so thats another point to be extremely pleased with. (:
finale night was kinda cool. now im just so tired that my fingers are lazy to type everythin out. fuck it... ill type a decent proper post another time. not now.
bye for now.
Angelus blogged at 10:58 PM
Sunday, January 6, 2008
it is a sunday and i wasted it lazing at home. listening to music and packing my stuff. i chanced upon a song today. it somewhat summed up whatever i was thinking of or rather how ive felt of you.
When God Made You
It's always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you, I believe
That a miracle has come
When God sends the perfect one
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I've never been so sure of anything in my life
chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me
I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
With all my heart I'll be there too
From this moment on I want you to know
I'll let nothing come between us
I'll love what ever you love
chorus:
He made the sun He made the moon
to harmonise in perfect tune
One can't move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know it's true
You're for me and I'm for you
Cause my world just can't be right
Without you in my life
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
He must have heard every prayer I've been praying
Yes, He knew everything I would need
When God made you
When dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me
what more can i say? god WAS thinking of me when he created you. you can put a smile on my face on any day. your kiss just shows me how much you care. (:
second week of school begins tmr. sigh. 5 stories up here i come.
Angelus blogged at 7:44 PM
Saturday, January 5, 2008
kk been a while since i posted yeah? well the new year has started and that means school has started as well.
new years eve was awesome with you guys. followed by another wonderful night spent with you. woke up like at 530 in the evening after reaching home like at 7 in the morning? yupp then went to church n got myself a few new years resolution.
then school started. maybe it was just me but i was actually looking forward to school starting a little bit. we have new n BETTER gp n econs teachers. our math lecturer is apparently a good friend of lee kuan yew. though the fucked up thing abt this year in school is that my class is 5 stories above ground. nabeh. everytime got to climb those steps the series of vulgarities would run through my head.
well the new year would mean that i got to study harder. so yeah i shall attempt to study as hard as i can.
lastly, the new year seems all too brighter now that you are here with me. the feeling of having someone really look after you feels like ecstacy and you make my day every morning. the only sad thing is that people aint that fond of the idea of ryan being happy. but who cares? ive got you n you are all that matters.
Angelus blogged at 2:27 PM
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