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About mename: Ryan Angelus Colondage: 20 (02.08.1990) occupation: soldier email: ryan_clive276@hotmail.com Affliation: 1T30 rocker, 2T30 havoc wrecker, foxtrot officer Clan: Zambulian Speciality: pyromaniac Church: Smota Wishes-Get married n have kids whom i adore-Perfect Knees again -ORD asap -Tattoo soon Comments and CriticsAdorable People» Small Girl» Ya Hui » Darren » Lee Xian » Rishi » Joseph » Bernice » Iq Bal » Alicia » Jerlyn » Anna » Aerin » Micheal » Joshua Wong » Jianhao » Zach agent Alamak » Natalie » Rebecca » Sunny » Milu » Rachel » Rosheni It Happened» April 2007» May 2007 » June 2007 » July 2007 » August 2007 » September 2007 » October 2007 » November 2007 » December 2007 » January 2008 » February 2008 » March 2008 » May 2008 » June 2008 » August 2008 » September 2008 » January 2009 » March 2009 » September 2009 » November 2009 » June 2010 » July 2010 » September 2010 » October 2010 » November 2010 CreditsLayout © martiaMade with Photoshop CS2 and Notepad. Font used is Bradley Hand ITC. |
Wednesday, September 2, 2009argh!!!! i cant take this bullshit anymore. i wish the next three months go by in a sec. 9months have gone by. shouldnt i be used to this? shouldnt i be ok with just another 3 more months? but im not. i dont know how to explain it. everyone seems ok with it. im not. having a taste of freedom these past 4 days was like oxgen to a suffocating victim. so luxurious. so much time to help others with their work, catch up with people who i lost contact with, do things i havent done in so long. n yet it was not enough. i still havent caught up with randall, tim, aerin, yahui, joe, iqbal, rachel, annabelle, jolenta. wish church would be how it was like last time. wish school was still the same for me. with joe n iqbal to have fun with n the church people to make me feel like i have a sense if purpose. sigh it felt soooo good. Angelus blogged at 2:31 PM |