Friday, August 31, 2007
now where did i leave that cookie? hmmm....
k so today be teachers day celebration! woot to all teachers that have taught me.
Mr Anthony Khoo: thanks for tahaning 211
Ms Daisy Chia: Aww man i you just rock la.
Mr Lim Meng Chye: Nvm its ok to stay a virgin as long as your rock at teaching bio.
Mr Raymond Wong: Thanks for my basics in chem. Lets go play pool again soon.
Ms Lajendar: Sorry i never pursued your sub after O's but u know what? you still ROCK MAN. gosh inbar teacher la.
Mr Balaji: Yeah man u be da seks. You are as young in heart as we are.
Mr Eugene Yeow: Man u be wobblin!
Bro Paul: haha. thanks for not making the island creamery shit a big deal.
Cornelius and Patrick: You taught me loads in church and how to spread the true ways of being catholic through service. awesome times.
SJI friends: you guys are what i am today.
t30: for all the whacked up lessons in life i you guys tauhgt me one way or another. (e.g. never pull on a door handle too hard. it MAY break.)
hygin and eugene: you guys i owe a lot to. dude if it werent for you guys i dont think i would have survived much of lfe as it is.
Mum and Dad: undescribable.
anyways yeah those are the people in my life id like to thank. they have in one way or another taught me someting or made my life more joyful.
well i will be going off in an hours time to malaysia for some wedding thingy. sigh. dont feel like going cause there is much to be done here.
lets give honest thoughts a try eh?
i wanna celebrate with u guys at sji. nvm maybe nex year eh? sucks to know that you feel so much more free-er when im away. well thats another three days of "freedom" for you. think im a burden more than a joy. oh well.
rook kills bishop.
Angelus blogged at 10:05 AM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
unwell
yo people i did mention on my last post that i came down with a flu. yes? well basically what has happened since then is that it became worse and then now im slowly getting better. sigh. it sucks to fall ill. its been twice this year already.
well...the date till promos are drawing near. sound the alarm!!
now lets see how much ive progressed in each subject yeah?
Maths: on a good start. progressing rather well. though not perfect yet. i still got to revise the entire syllabus during the sep holiday. do at least 2 chapters each day.
Bio: sigh this one i dont know. i havent really revised that much but then again i still can recall the basics from mid years. so another thing to chiong
Chem: haha. this one ah.. its a suicide attempt but i m gonna try and study my ass off once the hols start to cover everything by GP paper. dont know how much good that will do.
Econs: same as chem. probably get butfart to help me here. the econs genius eh.
Gp: ok here is where im gonna be totally honest. rani u suck. but bottomline in this is i dont know how to prepare n basically im just gonna wing it. just like olevel physics eh?
Malay: ah we worry abt that after the promos man. i can only do so much. man vs manbeast ( man still winning; haha)
so basically i m as screwed as most of the ppl in Cj. or maybe even more screwed. sigh.
well i say i chuck the exam part aside for a while and talk abt other by products of a bull. (bullshit)
well the retreat was not so impactful though there is a certain someone that got on my nerves when i first saw him. yeah whats more it was so suay that he had to facil a group with ppl i know. i m not trying to be mean but, i hate his guts for his part to play in closing me down. n yeah i too once had a good impression of you so i cant blame the others for thinkin the same way. so darn naive. but nonetheless.. u disgust me.
on a happier note, bro paul was cool with the island creamery thing. yeah well nothin much he could do. i said what i had to say n i think he knows me well enough. T30 still alive and happening although things have become so much more mundane. with people turnin into muggertoads left right centre. cant be helped i guess. we had our chance of fun n now is down to the serious business. hope we all do well.
well while being home ruled for the past two days, my brother (note he is only pri 5) told me this.
"sometimes u just dont see what u have till you are close to loosing it." n i guess he of all people should know since he was adopted.
made me think of the things i dont value in my life.
*** point to ponder: when will the time come when we are not so superficial. when we look beyond the things that we see with our own eyes. tat we not conform to what people say and THINK abt whether or not this step we take would make us happy. nothin has proved it to be otherwise. is it really so hard? or do you choose to make it hard?
Angelus blogged at 11:29 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
It has been a while...
Well ppl i the week was one fucked up week. yes i shall swear openly here cause im not held by anyone.
firstly i came down with a flu after thurs. damn ill. woke up on friday and went to see a doctor n then go to school to celebrate bernice n nie san's bday. well it was funny. hope they liked it.
well then i went chasing down the streets of spore to buy a shaver. finally got one. thanks joanne n joe for the company. after that i went in for the retreat
this is where it all begins...
i get a call while in the audi. cant hear properly. so i goes outside n this woman on the phone asks me if i i had gone to island creamery before.
i said yes. then she asks what my favourite ice cream ( here is where thoughts of wtf is flowing in my mind but i nonetheless answered) black forest n brndied cherry.
(now thinking this must be some pw survey of a no lifer, it contnues) she asked how often i gp to island creamery and what i do apart from eat there. n i says : err at most three times a week cause its on the way home, and on the occasion i study there. for abouth an hour or so.
then she asked if i tried the pocky. ( this is where im thinkin their pw survey is damn weird la.) n i said yes.
now this is the final question: have u ever skipped school to study? ( im thinking there is no link to anything n remembering my olevel days n how i skippped to study at macs) n i said : yes.
without telling me what it was for she says thank you n hangs up.
so then i went back to the audi n proceeded with the camp. talked to eugene yeow abt the situation in st mary's. good advice he gave. then was still affected with the whole issue with yahui. was playing with joe n a message that was never suppose to go out got sent. n well someone did get a lil offended by it n all hell broke loose. by the time night came, i as talking to joe abt both our problems while yahui n eirene n bryan slept in T30. talked a lot till it was late n joe eventually went to sleep. couldnt sellp just like how i couldnt the past few nights. mind was filled with anger and despair.
then morning came n my group came in second for the games. subseuquetly the day progressed and a few words were said to make things so terrible. well i spoke to sis marie during the camp n took her advice to stop being so selfless. cause it was hurting me inside. n yeah lets just say it started horrid but ended nicely. i eventually did sort things out with her, n explained my side of the story. i am after all just like everyone else.
went home n really thank the lord for the invention of the bed. woke up this morning inthe morning to a msg from hygin. now for those who know me i DONT read the newspapers. but hygin msg was kinda startling n i went to read it.
n THIS is where it continues from the phone call. im published as a ponner who frequently goes to island creamery. i skip school to study there. i help myself to large serving of free toppings.
now. for anyone who know me. im a freaking stick n bone. they featured me like i was some fat cookie boy who eats n indulges. secondly i study only when the exams draw near. n its usually at macs. n since 966 has come i seldom go to island creamery unless with friends. i have not ponned school this whole two term unless i was ill or had an appointment in which i have a letter. so for those who read the article. i would just like to say a big "SCREW YOU" to the newspare ppl cause u never mentioned to me whether it was gonna be published or something like that. like wtf la .
so anyways... i hope those who know me better stand up to this bullshit. n as for me. i cant really be botheres abt it cause it doesnt affect me apart from bro paul possibly screwing around with me.
anyways thats my week for you. just hoping to recover soon. when u finally solve one thing, another has to just come in your way.
Angelus blogged at 7:01 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
Brain Fried....
Mind torn....
Written Report Done...
its 2 o clock.....
manbeast gonna go after me soon....
thoughts running through my mind man....
thoughts of you.
Angelus blogged at 2:10 AM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
yaw ppl. this be for 1T30.
Promos are in 41days. yes thats very short. abt 6 weeks more. minus the weekends we spend taking a break that means you have approximately 30days to study.
Now if that didnt scare you enough...
Here is the timetable:
21st septmber-------------------- General Paper (how fun)
28th september------------------ Mathematics (even better)
1st October----------------------- Chemistry ( cmon you must be seeing the trend by now)
2nd October---------------------- Biology (okal la not say we werent expecting it)
4th October---------------------- Economics
5th October---------------------- Pool aka Over alleady lah dei!
yeah so we be working hard now yeah. especially t30. i want to stay as a class n eat poppadum. woot! yes u too, we can do it together k ;)
so yeah.. my best wishes to everyone k. lets not repeat the mistakes in mid years. promos only a few more weeks la. just tahan n then can heck care abt them. enjoy holidays. for those takin mt, worry abt Alevels. but not that bad. then i shall go find anothermore thrilling job. haha eirene n i be waitering?
Angelus blogged at 8:45 PM
BOREDOM KICKS IN WHEN U ARE TOO DAMN LAZY TO CONTINUE TO STUDY N EVERYONE AROUND ARE JUST BORING AS IT IS.
You Bunch Of Borings Swines.
Angelus blogged at 2:27 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
Maths Tutorial: Mac Flurry Series...
now thats something that sucks la. seriously. cant understand a damn word of it but i have to. must get this figured out by monday school reopen so that i can focus on my other subjects and not worrk so much on loosing out on such a big topic in maths.
well im abt to attempt it one more time, as well as revise my bio DnA replication and tmr hopefully have time to do my chemistry equilibria. That would just leave me with econs project and malay which i have every intention of NOT doing. hahaha.
thoughts at the moment
wonderin what it would like just to hold u your hand tonight ~ song
Angelus blogged at 12:59 PM
Thursday, August 9, 2007
yaw ppl national day b today.
haha
well i wasnt really sleeping this morning so i cant say i woke up at 5 plus. but nonetheless i was watchin some tv n wishede yahui a pleasane journey ahead n got readdy to meet natoon mah nigga so that we could head for the soccer thing was rather lethargic n knees were achin like hell cause of the rain.
well the soccer thing was really fun though we didnt make it. haha but still it was funny n damn fun. we lost to apples though. hahahaha. yeah anyways came home n chatted for a while. thinkin abt u
been quite bored. nothin much happening. i guess i should focus on preparing for my studies. sigh.. i just wanna say i miss you loads.
Angelus blogged at 9:54 PM
Monday, August 6, 2007
emotions!
week 7 just started man. and its the monday blues. went to school this morning and had maths lecture. started maclaurin series.... more like mr flurry series la. i be sitting next to iqbal n joseph and they bw not knowing what the papayas is going on. then had P.E. where we played floorball. really funny. admit its harder to dribble when one is used to using only one side of stick. haha. well anyways, had loads of fun.. juggernaut the way through only to be stopped by the one and only rishi! haha.
well after that had break and maths tutorial. was really mundane i guess. trying to grasp what the hell was going on but proven futile always. then had econs lecture which i ponned. lol. had GP which once again a complete waste of my time due to us just reading. after that had double malay which seemed to go by faster since we were doing rather "fun" activities.
yeah after malay, me iqbal, yahui, natoon went to Al-Azhar to satisfy our cravings. haha yes yahui you finally got your briyani. haha. well ate good food till i was rather full. then walked yahui to her bus stop n then took a stroll back home.
well thats the report for today. emotions running through my mind. scared for promos cause i know its not a long way more. and a lot is dependin on this. whether i stay or leave. wish the fun times were more often. but life isnt like that i guess. sometimes i wonder if you would always be there for me. will you be different from those who have disappointed.
its not always rainbows and butterflies, its compromise- maroon 5
sadness filled angelina's eyes as she walked through the garden, wonderin if judgements would be the one that persecutes her. she wants to be with him but then again its like stepping off a cliff, fallin into a realm of unknown. will she make that leap? the question that fills her mind... is there a light at the end of the tunnel? - grapefruit
anyways i need to master my maths as well as bio by the end of national holidays. sorry ms soh.. chem, im somewhat taking it slowly. sigh. i need to push this subs la.
looking at a panda now... hmmm.. memories? lol. oh well..
yaw ppl i m guesssin some of you are as confused as i am. haha.
Angelus blogged at 9:05 PM
im damn hungry.. lol..
Angelus blogged at 1:10 AM
Saturday, August 4, 2007
it be a bad day?
why? cause i woke up today so damn early just to go to tampines to play a hockey match against temasek poly. yeah well we all knew they were better than us. they were much more skilled and all and one may claim holding them to only a 3-0 defeat was good. BUT i played like shit today. my focus was gone. i kept hitting the ball way too softly allowing the ball to drift to opponent. my stops were mis-timed way too much. just didnt have the confidence i had when i played tjc. i really tried to say how i rather not be a full back but hey, i guess i gotta get used to it.
things i need to improve on:
sweep technique,
dribbling whilst looking up(seriously difficult)
and confidence in holding the fort.
sigh today was really sucky cause i let the second goal in, purely by lack of concentration and no communication. sorry hocks it could have only been 1-0. the first goal was seriously goalie faul from the other side cause she let it through her legs. but after chuan came in, he did fantastic. the short corner goal was really skilled la. i got to admit. my respects to shaun. train hard to command and you can be the last man cause you have the confidence n skill
so yeah i came home damn tired, put my stuff down and talked to yahui for a while b4 fallings asleep. slept through the alarm but woke up to her message. seriously, they should make the alarm unending. the alarm rings so short
well yesterday was ok. woke up with a massive hangover. came into class with chinese ringing in my head from bernice and elton arguing. mood was really bad cause everything seemes to magnify so much. and everyone kept askin me if i was ok. well somehow the blame was shifted to you though it wasnt fair. sorry. well it soon died away. actually no, i mean it soon became bearable.
went for training, really beneficial once again. after trainin i had 14 hockey guys on top of me. ouch! n i thought that i was safe. lol. ell afer training i met up with yahui n the jos. joanne n joe decided to go off which left me time to talk to yahui. walked to toa payoh central and ate ice kacang. haha kpo yahui. sorry somehow tht just came into my head. lol. talked and eventually i went home. was tired so i slept.
well i want to take this opportunity to thank a few special people:
1) dad: thanks for the tequilla on my birthday.
2) cow: thanks for remembering me eventhough you dont know how many miles away. i got to scold you for something though. sorry for missing you call and i couldnt answer your call, was in class.
3) aerin and all the hockey people: thank you for the new pair of asics shoes. really awesome stuff.
4) the many birthday wishes i got. though i wasted like 50 smses. lol
5) the Whole of 1t30 plus eirene,darren,dom n alicia: you guys rock man. thanks for the bag and card. especially joanne, joseph and yahui. it was really thoughtful of you guys. i know you guy were in the core of things.
6) last but why of course never the least, yahui: thank you for the wonderful whip cream and for always being there. its really never once a regret to have known you.(:
yeah being 17 rocks now with age comes wisdom and expectations and yet also experience. im really glad with the 17years ive lived. thanks everyone.
my hand on the rope and i hope yours is too.
Angelus blogged at 8:00 PM
Thursday, August 2, 2007
one word to describe today... awesome!
yeah this day was fun but am too woozy to think so another time.
Angelus blogged at 10:08 PM
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